never mind that
It's been rude of me to keep people hanging since last Wednesday when I brought the bad news to this blog. But since then, the things are tilting back towards good again! It turns out, after talking to my oncologist again about the scans, the radiologist who had originally made the report had not compared the right scans. He compared my recent scan with a scan from June or July and so he thought the lung spots had grown. But that is not the case when the recent scan is compared with the last scan I had, which shows stability. If this wording makes no sense, pay no attention, just listen to this: the scans were not rightly compared and in truth the lungs have been stable for two months. So I get back up and continue. Splash!